I'm starting to pack all my stuff already. I really want to bring my ducks along but i dont think they can fit in there unfortunately. Tak tahu barang apa yg patut dikurangkan sbb important things to bring along itself dah terbuak2 tak muat. Haih. Most of my clothes are 'jubah' so they kinda take a lot of space in there. I tried to roll them, but i think it cost bigger space to do that and i guess its better when it's fold. So I repack my stuff, do it all over again. BUT, still can't fit in all my stuff. Girls. Haha. And, I don't think my winter coat can fit in anywhere because it's too 'furry' hahaha. Gosh I'm worried. how can i bring all of these in one large luggage plus a hand luggage n a handbag ?

Last thing to do is to meet a doctor, dentist and what not. Packing is so not my thing. Urghh.

One thing I know is that, on the same day, there will be tons of other students who fly on the same day probably on the same plane as me. So going there alone, I think, it's kinda ok.

At last, after years, korang jejak jugak kat rumah aku ni. Thanks guys sebab sudi datang. Thanks sbb habiskan lipstick aku. Hahahah. Siap korang lepas ni.

Sometimes i think i miss you, sometimes suddenly i thought about you, sometimes i think i hate you for some reason, sometimes i think i'm the one who is lacking here and there, at the end, i still love you despite your strength and weakness. Thank you for this friendship :)






So, basically what happen on that saturday was that i had to atend to UWE pre-departure briefing in KL while them - staying at my house hahaha.


I'm pretty excited but not so confident at the same time. They were quite a number of malaysians who go to UWE but, mostly chinese la of course.

So yeah, masih lagi tak jumpa flatmate or coursemate. Just, uni mate. Haha.

Maigad rindunya nak tulis cerpen. Baru je lepas recall rabbit vs onion (you can find yourself this stories at my post list on your right side). How I wish to start again my writing habits.

During my school days, I always find myself extra time, pen and paper to write something despite my pack schedule, nak menari, berlatih, rehearsel, siapkan portfolio and stuff, but sebelum tidur or during prep time, i mesti spend some time to write and berangan. Thats how i filled my stressful packed kinda days. Missing my high school days though :/

Recently, i found my cerpen collection that i kept in a file after so long. Mcm dah berlapuk sbb lama dia tersimpan kat dalam tu haha. As the 'cerpens' were made during my high school days, with high school kid kinda thinking, and the not so mature kinda writing, so i did found that my writings are some kind of embarassment that i can't explain in word. HAHAHA. It really is. Malunya. Apakah.

Can't imagine why would i write something like that. Haha. Semua pasal high school love and college love. I've passed my college days, so i was like, "my cerpen are soooooo not logic" hahahha. There's nothing like that in college ok. Manis, kuat berangan. Haha. Of course la, nama pun cerita kan. Reka2 ikut rasa. As i'm not the kind of person that like to be involved in love-hate relationship, so in my real life i never had a boyfriend and thats why cerpen are all like "possible but not possible". You get me? Mcm cerita korea la kan. It is something that you want or you had it in your mind, but at the end - jangan berangan la, there's nothing like that in real life. Hahahhahaha

So now, i mcm dah bole 'brain' sikit my writings, so i think mcm nk mula menulis balik.
You think ? :)

This is a great way to manage your stress. I mean my stress. hahaha.
Bought this book at mph, coloring book for adults katanya. Think i'm gonna buy more.
Definitely coloring is not only for kids.

A month to go. Ramainya orang yg saya nak jumpa, banyak nya benda nk kena beli, bnyknya urusan nak kena buat.
Nak dekat setahun dah duduk rumah. Haha. Otak dah beku. Mcm mana ni? Hihi.

I'm looking forward towards my upcoming journey. Such a long way to go.

2 tahun je wey. Jangan la feeling sgt. 2 kali puasa 2 kali raya je. hahahahaha

Mcm la nk study medic 5 6 tahun.

its been a long way to get here
thanks apak and ibu for their utmost supports towards any decision that i've made
tinggal sebulan je lagi before fly to london
lpas tu i bet 2 years aku tak balik since ibu tak menggalakkan aku balik
2 tahun kejap je katanya
haha
menjunjung kasih bonda
i apply sendiri, pegi sendri, apa semua sendiri
mmg takde kawan
but lucky me, i cuba je jadi friendly
tegur mana2 student bristol kt fb
yeay
got a friend
haha
tak kisah la kan asalkan ada jugak kenalan
ada jugak kawan yg nak habis dah
graduation on november
i'm excited but at the same time mcm freak out
haha
takut jugak nk survive sorang2
but
apadehal
chilllllll